Flowers, fabrics, petals, pearls.. rhinestones, ribbons.
The studio is a mess.
and so am I...
A couple of more orders to finish..
and then it's ME time.
I feel a little guilty for saying that. ME.
It's definitely not all about me.
But sometimes it's good to be a little selfish.
Been thinking a lot lately. Nothing unusual for me....
David always jokes about how much stuff there must
be constantly going on inside my head.
It's a lot...
Sometimes I stress myself out completely.
I can talk myself into something and then talk myself out of it.
All in the same thought.
Sometimes I get really tired of the constant chatter in my head.
Sometimes I love the bustling sound of all the ideas crammed into my mind.
When I allow myself to pause for a minute and
embrace all the thoughts dancing around.
I feel focused.
I feel positive and creative.
It's a good thing.
I've made a lot of decisions.
Where I am right now and where I am going.
I can't really share it all with you right now.
A little too new and a little too fragile to be
tossed out there into the big scary world.
But I can tell you that I finally have a one year plan.
Did I tell you I love plans? And lists? I absolutely love making lists.
I hope that my one year plan will set me free.
I feel like I have been tied down and blind folded for the longest.
And having a plan feels like I can finally breathe again.
There is hope. A shining light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you so much for dropping by. For reading.
For caring enough to come back and see what I am up to.
I hope I don't bore you too much with my sometimes cryptic ramblings..
I can feel your presence
and it feels like an old friend came to visit.
love ~tess
