flowering thoughts

Flowers, fabrics, petals, pearls.. rhinestones, ribbons.

The studio is a mess.

and so am I...

A couple of more orders to finish..

and then it's ME time. 

I feel a little guilty for saying that. ME. 

It's definitely not all about me.

But sometimes it's good to be a little selfish.

Been thinking a lot lately. Nothing unusual for me....

David always jokes about how much stuff there must 

be constantly going on inside my head.

It's a lot...

Sometimes I stress myself out completely.

I can talk myself into something and then talk myself out of it.

All in the same thought.  

Sometimes I get really tired of the constant chatter in my head. 

Sometimes I love the bustling sound of all the ideas crammed into my mind.

When I allow myself to pause for a minute and 

embrace all the thoughts dancing around. 

I feel focused. 

I feel positive and creative.

It's a good thing.

I've made a lot of decisions. 

Where I am right now and where I am going.

I can't really share it all with you right now.

A little too new and a little too fragile to be

tossed out there into the big scary world.

But I can tell you that I finally have a one year plan.

Did I tell you I love plans? And lists? I absolutely love making lists.

I hope that my one year plan will set me free. 

I feel like I have been tied down and blind folded for the longest. 

And having a plan feels like I can finally breathe again.

There is hope. A shining light at the end of the tunnel.

Thank you so much for dropping by. For reading. 

For caring enough to come back and see what I am up to.

I hope I don't bore you too much with my sometimes cryptic ramblings.. 

 

I can feel your presence 

and it feels like an old friend came to visit.

love ~tess